I got out of the mess I allowed myself to get in. I am now picking up myself and becoming who I once was before. The reason why I was not myself and was not going out like I used to was because of how low I was feeling. I had finally opened up that blind in front of my eyes and figured out what was really going on. If you are a close friend of mine, you will soon know what has happened to me and why I was acting the way I was. I was allowing someone to get in the way of who I truly was and it was not because I was in a new relationship and it had nothing to do with Joey. There has been so much going on that I haven't realized till now but that is almost over with. I would not know what I would do without Joey. I am totally crazy about him and he has saved me from disaster and ruin. Everything is working out for the better. We moved in with my Nana so we could save up for our own place and pay off my debt that I am in. I am so much happier now and I can not wait to start a great life with My Joey Man. This is the begining part for us. Except it or not, I am a brand new life.